So here I an the 14th of October and I feel like a blotted pig because I’ve just gorged myself. I’ve decided in my good haze that I’m going to blog about my weight journey, but not in the normal “I did it and so can you” way. I want to journal my ups and my failures. I want people to read this a year from now and go “wow if she could do I know I can, She’s a train wreck”. I know it sounds funny but that’s what I’ve been looking for when I go and surf the interwebs. I want to see someone who fails miserably but then gets back off dust themselves off. I want someone who can say yup I are a while gallon of ice cream cause I was sad, but it’s been 3 months since I’d come it before and I plan to make it a longer period of time before I do it again. I want to show all of my ugly and my good.